OH GIRL. This was so fucking hot. I really fucking adore the way you wrote Spencer and Ryan's friendship, it REALLY rang true, the joking and the pushing and all that, but then also how they were when they were fooling around together, the way it was simultaneously SO COMFORTABLE and also really awkward and potentially disastrous. I love how careful Ryan was, but that as soon as he got the go ahead he was ON IT, because this is SPENCER and she's his girl, you know?
And BRENDON, oh my god. You broke my heart with him, the poor dear. I love the sense that we get that Spencer just wasn't really ready for things to CHANGE, wasn't ready to have a boyfriend AND a best friend, so she pushed them away until she finally got to pull them together >:) And the fact that she knows she's being terrible, but can't really stop herself, and Brendon KNOWS that watching is a terrible idea but also can't stop himself (also jfc SO HOT OMG), I love the stupid teenaged decisions here, and he's so BRAVE and gets kicked again and again for it until he winds up in a threesome. BEST RESULT EVER.
Also, the SEX, holy shit. I adore how you wrote her WANT, and the way it felt to be watched by Brendon, and the simultaneous weirdness and comfort of this being Ryan, HER Ryan. And the two of them getting her off together, UNF UNF UNF, holy shit. I also really loved that it didn't magically turn into a full m/f/m threesome with the two guys touching each other, because that felt REAL to me, but it was also clear that they were LOOKING, that they weren't shying away from it either. And the end is SO SWEET and I just love the idea of the three of them in this new, totally crazy thing that somehow WORKS.
UGH SO MUCH LOVE I AM SO HAPPY YOU WROTE THIS. ♥ ♥ ♥
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And BRENDON, oh my god. You broke my heart with him, the poor dear. I love the sense that we get that Spencer just wasn't really ready for things to CHANGE, wasn't ready to have a boyfriend AND a best friend, so she pushed them away until she finally got to pull them together >:) And the fact that she knows she's being terrible, but can't really stop herself, and Brendon KNOWS that watching is a terrible idea but also can't stop himself (also jfc SO HOT OMG), I love the stupid teenaged decisions here, and he's so BRAVE and gets kicked again and again for it until he winds up in a threesome. BEST RESULT EVER.
Also, the SEX, holy shit. I adore how you wrote her WANT, and the way it felt to be watched by Brendon, and the simultaneous weirdness and comfort of this being Ryan, HER Ryan. And the two of them getting her off together, UNF UNF UNF, holy shit. I also really loved that it didn't magically turn into a full m/f/m threesome with the two guys touching each other, because that felt REAL to me, but it was also clear that they were LOOKING, that they weren't shying away from it either. And the end is SO SWEET and I just love the idea of the three of them in this new, totally crazy thing that somehow WORKS.
UGH SO MUCH LOVE I AM SO HAPPY YOU WROTE THIS. ♥ ♥ ♥