ladyfoxxx: (spencer grins)
ladyfoxxx ([personal profile] ladyfoxxx) wrote2011-05-05 04:10 am

GAYEST SHOW EVER.

GUUUUUUUUYS! Just got home from Panic's London gig! IT WAS GREAT. Brendon is completely adorable and totally upping the ante on the stagegay with help from his very very willing guitarist Dallon. I am a little annoyed with Spencer for hiding behind his kit all night - and for having a cymbal at the EXACT HEIGHT of his face. Damn him for being so shy.



The Hardwire Harlots were out in force. [livejournal.com profile] bebunny, [livejournal.com profile] kopperblaze, [livejournal.com profile] xclusiveantonym, [livejournal.com profile] never_coming_bk and [livejournal.com profile] dancinbutterfly were all in our gaggle of fangirls, plus [livejournal.com profile] jenepel was around somewhere too.

So how about that Brendon?

How about him on the keyboard for Mona Lisa and then at the end of the song KICKING HIS STOOL like a fucking rockstar? How about that?

How about that point in the show where they put a couple of snares down the front of the stage - and I got REALLY excited that Spencer might like, come down to where we could SEE HIS FACE, but no, I was wrong, it was Brendon who flayed the SHIT out of them:



Or in the intro to 'Lying' when he was saying: "So who wants to get NAUGHTY tonight?" (Crowd goes wild) "Who wants to get NAKED?" (Crowd goes MORE wild) "Well just go ahead and get naked. I'm saying it's okay. You won't get in trouble, and if you do I'll bail you out."

For the record, Brendon did NOT take off any of his clothes. I was HIGHLY disappointed.



He was wearing a white shirt, a ridiculous bow tie, tight black pants and suspenders. AND a belt. (Belt and braces eh Bden?) About a song or two in he hooked his thumb under one suspender and seductively pulled it off his shoulder. He didn't actually do it to the other one (I remember the asymmetry was bothering me) so he continued for several songs that way until this exchange:

Dallon: Brendon, your suspender is not suspending.
Brendon: You can fix it later. *SMIRK*

Of course, today was Dallon's birthday. So, of course Brendon did a big speech about how he didn't want to make a big deal or anything about it, but hey, one of the band is having a birthday today, and something about wanting to sing his love for Dallon FROM THE ROOFTOPS, and then wishing him a happy birthday. Dallon turned redder and redder, then the crowd spontaneously broke into Happy Birthday To You which delighted Brendon endlessly. Then he and Dallon hugged it out. Adorable!

(Later, there was THIS TWEET from Dallon, which just proves that Panic continues to be the band that is IN LOVE and demands to have GSF written about them. &BOYS;)

And then during one song, I can't remember which one, they started channeling Frank and Gerard. Dallon FELL TO HIS KNEES at Brendon's feet, and arched back like a porn star. Brendon leaned over him and Dallon THRUST HIS HIPS UP OFF THE GROUND and STUCK OUT HIS TONGUE. (Cue demand for all the Bden/Dallon fic ever)

I'll give you a moment to picture that. (Or you can check out this reference photo because it was VERY similar to that.)

Someone threw a shoe onstage. Brendon picked it up and inspected it. "Oh this is a lovely shoe. Except it's a girl's shoe so I can't wear it. BUT SINCE WHEN HAS THAT STOPPED ME?" *SMIRK* (Cue demand for all the crossdressing fic)

Oh and later on someone had thrown a glow stick onstage and Brendon decided to put it down the front of his pants, leaving the end poking out his waistband. He pointed it at Dallon. They discussed it. There were suggestive hand motions. This was all directed at Dallon. I'm just saying.

The guys did a cover of The Smiths "How Soon Is Now" which was WONDERFUL and AMAZING and LOVELY and I have video of it here which has crappy sound so sadly does not do it justice, but it's worth it for the part 2/3rds of the way in when Bden and Dallon do a dorky little dance and then Bden threw himself at the crowd and I nearly dropped my camera because he was RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. HI BDEN HI HI HI.



While introducing the last song of the night, Brendon decided to proposition the audience. Because he would like to fuck each and every one of us. Pity there are time constraints. Not that he doesn't have the stamina...



BRENDON YOU ARE A RIDCULOUS FACE AND AH LOVE YOU.

And what better way to end the show, than at the very end of the very last song, Brendon eyed off the crowd and dived off the stage into the audience, still managing to continue singing the entire time. Zack leapt in after him, tearing him from the hands of his adoring fans, much like a knight rescuing a damsel in distress. It took him a while to extract Brendon from the crowd as they had him by the suspenders. Brendon lost one suspender in the scuffle. ROCK STAR.

I am slightly annoyed at Spencer, who really is my favourite Panic boy, but who spent the whole gig hiding behind his kit. I did manage to get some video of him when he stood up at the VERY END and came down to throw his sticks into the crowd.



The setlist:


Pre-gig we'd seen the gaggle of fans who had scored Meet and Greet tickets go inside, so after the show we figured there probably wasn't much chance the guys would come out to sign. We hung around for a while anyway, and Zack came out and told the (rather large) group of people who were waiting by the stage door that the guys were really tired and weren't going to come out. The crowd thinned a little, we hung around a little longer thinking maybe we'd get to see them en route to the bus at least, and the crowd thinned a litte more and then a TINY WEE HOTASS came out!



He was really sweet and such a gentleman. There were still quite a bunch of us out there and Zack warned us that not everyone would get seen, Brendon would go down and back on the line ONCE and those up the back should hold their stuff forward. Since [livejournal.com profile] xclusiveantonym and I were the tallest with the longest arms, we proferred tickets on behalf of everyone.

Missed Brendon on his first pass and he went past my waving hand on his second pass, but Zack saw me holding out my three tickets and directed Brendon to them. At which point I apologised "Sorry there's three of them" because apparently that's what I do when I meet famous people. I apologise a lot. BUT I did manage an actual conversation.

(Backtory: when we showed up at the venue that afternoon we got their during sound check and we could hear them sound checking through the doors. We heard them doing Mona Lisa and Always and then THEN I heard the strains of a very familiar song. Not a Panic song - no, but AC/DC's Highway to Hell. Brendon was KILLING IT, doing the throaty voice and everything. It was hilarious. They either did the whole song or a large chunk of it, I was half expecting it to be on the setlist.)

But YES I had someting to talk to him about.

Me: Hey, you did a great job on that AC/DC song in soundcheck, you were really channelling Bon Scott.
Brendon: You guys could HEAR THAT? (Looks embarrassed and delighted)
Me: Yeah, we were listening through the doors like a couple of creepers.

And thus is the story of how I told Brendon I was a creeper.

But hey! I got to meet Patrick Stump and Brendon Urie in the SAME WEEK. That is some gig mojo right there. Wahey!

[identity profile] slashxyouxup.livejournal.com 2011-05-05 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
lol. Telling bands you are a creeper is the bestest ^_^

Like when Hollie was telling Frank about how we were flying to Norway to see them, and Frank was like "Really? :D" at which I thought would be the perfect time to say, "Yeah! We cancelled our wedding to do this tour!" And Frank went from :D to o_O and then turned to Gerard and said "Did you hear that? That's fucking CRAZY!"

ANYWAY! So glad you had a good time ^_^ I do love me a bit of Panic! :)
xo

[identity profile] defect-no9.livejournal.com 2011-05-05 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
I LOVE YOU BOTH SO HARD. How's life? MISS YOU!

[identity profile] slashxyouxup.livejournal.com 2011-05-05 12:21 pm (UTC)(link)
LOL! Life is good thank yoous ^_^ and you?
Awh, you miss me? Did I go somewhere..?
xo

[identity profile] defect-no9.livejournal.com 2011-05-05 01:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Nah, I faded into the glorious sunset that is Spencer/Brendon porn. ;D I've been missing all of your new frerard fics! *bangs head on desk*

[identity profile] slashxyouxup.livejournal.com 2011-05-05 02:08 pm (UTC)(link)
DDDD: You abandoned me? I FEEL SO ALOOOONE! D:!
xo
added you btw.

[identity profile] defect-no9.livejournal.com 2011-05-05 02:21 pm (UTC)(link)
NOT ALONE!!!!!!

I just get easily sidetracked by how eye-ball meltingly hot Spencer James Smith V is. That's how Caesar says five. ;D

I'm sidetracked right now at work, recording the audio for the Ustream they just did lol. TOMORROW I SEE MCR THOUGH. AND THE NEXT DAY. AND OMG I'M TRYING NOT TO THINK ABOUT IT SO I SLEEP TONIGHT.

I'm sure you'll see the flood of emotions and incoherence on Sunday. :DDDD LOVE YOU!

[identity profile] defect-no9.livejournal.com 2011-05-05 02:21 pm (UTC)(link)
ALSO YAY! ADDED! :DDDDDDD

[identity profile] slashxyouxup.livejournal.com 2011-05-05 02:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Didn't even realise I didn't have you on my flist until today D: MY LIFE IS NOW COMPLETE!
xo

[identity profile] slashxyouxup.livejournal.com 2011-05-05 02:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Ok. I forgive you. Maybe. A little. Kind of!

I WILL MOST DEFINITELY FORGIVE YOU IF YOU WATCH FRANK AND GERARD NONE STOP AND GIGGLE/SQUEE/MAKE A MENTAL NOTE OF EVERYTIME THEY GO NEAR EACH OTHER!!!...WHAT...THAT'S NOT HOW I SPEND EVERY MCR SHOW ON MY TIPPY TOES BECAUSE I AM A MIDGIT TO SEE IF THEY ARE HUMPING EACH OTHER...WHAT?! I DON'T OK I DON'T!

... loves you ^_^ *squishy*
xo
ext_399013: (spencer pretty backlit)

[identity profile] ladyfoxxx.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 09:30 am (UTC)(link)
Nothing says "I love your band" like "I cancelled my wedding to follow you around on your tour". Hehehehee. You guys ARE crazy!

It was an awesome gig! So much fun and then I wound up at surprise!signing the next day and got to meet Spencer too! YAY GIG LUCK.

[identity profile] defect-no9.livejournal.com 2011-05-05 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!
SO HAPPY FOR YOU! Spencer is also my favorite, but Brendon is trying really hard to take that from him lately. ;)

Did you see their UStream? Brendon actually read aloud "Spallon, heheh Spencer/Dallon" ANNNNND I almost died, because that i way too close to what I want out of life right now. Dallon sneaked up on me and made me fall in love. I bought all the Brobeck albums on itunes because I'm crazy like that. What I'm trying to say, is that if you write Dallon with ANYONE, (or all of 'em) I WILL READ THE SHIT OUT OF IT.

Sosososososo happy for you right now. I'm trying to get tickets to the Terminal 5 show because it's actually on my 25th birthday. What better way is there to celebrate being a quarter of a century old? *crosses fingers*

AND PATRICK. Did you get a chance to hear him talk? He was mute (no lie) at the end of both my shows. No speaking voice whatsoever. He was still ridiculously adorable and so sweet! THIS MAN. I'M PRETTY SURE PETE INVENTED HIM BECAUSE THERE IS NO WAY HE WAS BORN THE SAME WAY WE WERE.

long reply is long. ILU! Glad you had fun!
ext_399013: (patrick stump hottie mchot hot)

[identity profile] ladyfoxxx.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 09:35 am (UTC)(link)
SPENCER IS SO MUCH MY FAVOURITE! And I got to meet him after all with like 30mins notice after [livejournal.com profile] jenepel tweeted about a surprise!signing at HMV down the street from where I work. I RAN ALL THE WAY THERE. I was the LAST ONE THROUGH. And Spencer is fucking DELIGHTFUL and GORGEOUS.

Dude. Dallon. He just WANTS us to write fic about him. And Bden is encouraging him ALL THE WAY. He's SO MUCH GAYER since he got himself a girlfriend. I love it.

Good luck getting tickets! And happy birthday in advance!

PATRICK IS THE SWEETEST. Seriously, he got MOBBED in the bar, and he was so patient and lovely with everyone. I basically just apologised at him eleven million times and got him to sign my ticket for [livejournal.com profile] graciexmae because that's how I roll. But he's SO tiny and SO adorable and SO SO SO sweet and patient and lovely.

ILU2!
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[identity profile] turps33.livejournal.com 2011-05-05 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
I would not be opposed to Brendon/Dallon at all!

That sounds so amazing, especially Brendon's stage dive.
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[identity profile] ladyfoxxx.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 09:39 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah I am SO down for some Bden/Dallon. I wonder if there is much out there? I bet if there isn't there will be soon!

Brendon's stage dive was insane. He's such a rockstar. I loved how Zack DOVE in after him like the great protector he is. He is such a mother hen with all of them.

[identity profile] mrsquizzical.livejournal.com 2011-05-05 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
*___*

how wonderful! even with the telling-brendon-you-are-a-creeper bits!
ext_399013: (spencer grins)

[identity profile] ladyfoxxx.livejournal.com 2011-05-08 09:03 am (UTC)(link)
He was quite understanding! Or at least he pretended to be. Great show was great!

[identity profile] draconic-girl.livejournal.com 2011-05-05 02:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Hih :D Sounds like an awesome show, glad to hear more about it! Since I had already read your lovely tweets last night :D

Creepers-unite? :D
ext_399013: (Pete is not stalking you)

[identity profile] ladyfoxxx.livejournal.com 2011-05-08 09:16 am (UTC)(link)
Hehehehe. I love live-tweeting at shows, gives me something to do while waiting in queues and it helps me remember the fun parts later too! Glad I'm not just amusing myself with it. :D

CREEPERS UNITE!

[identity profile] eflorentino.livejournal.com 2011-05-05 02:11 pm (UTC)(link)
OH MY GOD I WAS BEHIND YOU/NEXT TO YOU AT THE GIG

I HAD A MISFITS SHIRT ON (NOT THAT YOU SAW ME ANYWAY BUT)

Ugh it was so awesome and when How Soon Is Now came on I think I died

(P.s I went to Patrick too and he was taller than me :/)
ext_399013: (spencer pretty backlit)

[identity profile] ladyfoxxx.livejournal.com 2011-05-08 09:19 am (UTC)(link)
No way - REALLY? Could you see anything at ALL? I felt so bad being so close to the front while I'm so tall, I was keeping to the side as much as I could so as not to block people's views. Ugh, we were right in front of Dallon! My only issue was the not-being-able-to-see-much-of-Spencer-ness of the position. Next time you see me at a show you should totally say hi!

That's so funny because I was wearing a Misfits t-shirt when I went to the surprise!HMV signing!

Ugh, I loved that cover of The Smiths so much. SO much. And Patrick is also a tiny hotass. My #tinyhotass hashtag is getting much abuse on Twitter lately.

London Bandomers Unite!

[identity profile] eflorentino.livejournal.com 2011-05-08 09:52 am (UTC)(link)
Haha! Not really. I had two males (YES, MEN WENT TO THE CONCERT) that were really tall and also really dickhead-y in front of me. I wasn't happy.

Haha yeah I totally agree, everyone was swooning over Brendon and I was like <3____<3 DALLON aha but yeah! I fell in love with Spencer that night, too. My boyfriend (hopefully) is going to be in Kerrang! on wednesday beacause there was a guy interviewing him *swoon*

Omg that's awesome! Yeah I saw that tag, you go girl!

Now all we need is MCR back and then it would truly be Londoner Bandomers!!

[identity profile] devilswhore-x.livejournal.com 2011-05-16 03:01 pm (UTC)(link)
I AGREE THERE WAS NOT ENOUGH SPENCER COM SPENCER IS MY FAVOURITE. I SAW HIS STUPID SMILING FACE UGH UNICORNS ARE BORN WHEN SPENCERSMITH SMILES

Ahem um hi xD I was with eflorentino at the patrick and panic show (I am tall and blonde and was wearing a dr who shirt both times idk if you saw me) so I am not randomly butting into your convo or anything it's just that luv for spencer is important and necessary!!!

[identity profile] desert-neon.livejournal.com 2011-05-05 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)
WHAT A DAY! I am so jealous but happy for youuuuuuuu! :D
ext_399013: (spencer grins)

[identity profile] ladyfoxxx.livejournal.com 2011-05-08 09:21 am (UTC)(link)
It was so fun! They put on such a great show I love them even more than I did before!

[identity profile] desfinado.livejournal.com 2011-05-06 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
This sounds SO LOVELY and MAN oh man Brendon wasn't kidding when he said having a girlfriend made him more gay ♥ I CANNOT wait to see them live!

That cover is holy shit SO BEAUTIFUL. Wow. It's hard to cover the Smiths well, but Brendon can be really operatic, I find, which is perfect for Morrissey. UGH searching forever for a good quality mp3. And HIGHWAY TO HELL, FOR REAL? UNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNFFFFFFFFFFFF ♥_______♥

I am glad PATD now knows you are a creeper. ILU
ext_399013: (spencer grins)

[identity profile] ladyfoxxx.livejournal.com 2011-05-08 09:24 am (UTC)(link)
I can't wait for you to see them live too! You are going to have the most fun. And yeah there are better recordings of How Soon Is Now out there on YouTube (I am KICKING myself for not taking my proper camera, iPhone mic is terrible) but I couldn't stop laughing during Highway to Hell. [livejournal.com profile] bebunny and [livejournal.com profile] kopperblaze and I were leaning against the doors LAUGHING OUR ASSES OFF. It was amazing.

Yes, I'm glad Bden knows I'm a creeper too. *shakes head sadly* I fail so hard. But whatever, it was fun!
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[identity profile] schneestern.livejournal.com 2011-05-06 02:38 pm (UTC)(link)
After reading your awesome concert report I now have the random desire to write new!Panic GSF. Like. I HAVE BEEN OUT OF THAT CANON FOR ALMOST HALF A YEAR. IDEK what has been happening. I barely even listened to the new album. I had to google it because I couldn't remember Ian's name!

And yet, and yet. I want GSF fic, where Brendon basically gays it up with Dallon all of the time and they sort of have this on-the-road-fucking relationship going. And Spencer looks on all WHATEVS. But deep down he's all conflicted, because obvs him, Brendon and Ryan and Jon used to do it, but then they left and Brendon sort of withdrew from Spencer and now Spencer's all DDD: IT WAS ME HE DIDN'T WANT and then Brendon, Dallon and Ian have the sex and Spencer finds out and is FURIOUS and him and Brendon get in a fistfight and it turns out that Brendon's been pining for Spence but didn't know how to approach him anymore after the band broke up. AND THEN THEY ALL HAVE SEX!

[identity profile] jenepel.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
I would read the shit out of that fic. Just saying. :)
ext_399013: (spencer pretty backlit)

[identity profile] ladyfoxxx.livejournal.com 2011-05-08 09:29 am (UTC)(link)
UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNF. You have my TOTAL AND COMPLETE support in this endeavour. I would read the SHIT out of that, especially Spencer being all angsty and Bden being a slut and throwing himself at Dallon and not realising he's hurting Spencer and them finally figuring it out and of course ALL THE SEX.

What is it about Panic that makes me want GSF? Ugh, THEM.

To show my support and enthusiasm please allow me to furnish you with some INSPIRATIONAL IMAGES.

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I'll just be over here waiting for the GSF. *whistles innocently*
Edited 2011-05-08 09:35 (UTC)

[identity profile] jenepel.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 03:41 am (UTC)(link)
I love reading write-ups of gigs I was at, because I never see all those little details. Mostly I just saw Brendon's head bobbing around a lot, and occasionally Ian. :) (Actually, mostly I saw the back of the insanely tall guy in front of me, damn him!)

Also, totally love that you managed to get Bden's audience-fucking speech recorded. Oh that boy...
ext_399013: (spencer grins)

[identity profile] ladyfoxxx.livejournal.com 2011-05-08 09:38 am (UTC)(link)
Aw man, it sucks that you didn't get to see much, but even still the vibe of the show was amazing. Bden is ridiculous and adorable and such a rockstar and entertainer. HE's born to this in a way that not many are and that makes him so fun to watch.

Oh I was so lucky that I happened to be filming when he did the fucking speech. I should have kept going for the whole song because that was the one he crowd-surfed during, but I don't like to take too many photos/videos at gigs, I like to actually watch them.

So much fun! And thanks so much for the heads up about the signing, I still can't believe that happened.
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[identity profile] la-dissonance.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 03:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh I am so glad they're bringing the stage gay back - as someone who only really got into Panic AFTER the split (fail) I figured I had missed all that for good...but clearly Brendon can't stop himself from kissing dudes on stage forever. HAPPY DAY :DDD

Excellent recap is excellent! Can't wait for the US dates now.
ext_399013: (spencer grins)

[identity profile] ladyfoxxx.livejournal.com 2011-05-08 09:39 am (UTC)(link)
Hell's yeah I'm all for them bringing back the stagegay! How handy that they found themselves a guitarist who's happy to be manhandled/smooched/danced provocatively at. Brendon clearly is committed to the stagegay and we LOVE THAT.

You'll have such a good time at their show! Have so much fun!

[identity profile] roga.livejournal.com 2011-05-14 07:05 am (UTC)(link)
Best recap ever <333
crazybutsound: (panic Brendon singing)

[personal profile] crazybutsound 2011-05-14 07:47 am (UTC)(link)
I waited until I'd seen them myself to read this and that way, it made me squee even harder because I had actual mental images to go with all that! They're so wonderful, and Brendon just loooooves to talk about sex on stage, doesn't he? lol. Also, all the Brendon/Dallon on THE EARTH please! With a Spencer thrown in because he can't be left out EVER. <3

[identity profile] devilswhore-x.livejournal.com 2011-05-16 03:13 pm (UTC)(link)
So in my head I call this show "panic show of epic gay proportions, not that anyone is complaining" and I am reading this and remembering it all! ughhh so perfect &them;

also idk how great it is that the night I came back I searched furiously for all dallon/spencer/bden that's ever been written? (not enough)